What do you do when you heard of the death of a childhood sweetheart that odds and time and space parted?
Do you blame yourself for not mending your friendship with a simple 'hello' or a quick phone call in the decade it takes to gradually die?
Do you wonder if they also occasionally snoop on your social media to check-up on you but never having the courage to reconnect?
Do you wonder if you still matter to them the same way they matter to you even though you haven't let them know?
Do you wonder if they know that you still love and care about them even though the kind of love may have changed?
Do you wonder if they know that despite everything, that you'll grief and mourn for them?
Because I do...against my wishes, I do!
